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permetaform ([personal profile] permetaform) wrote2005-03-31 07:29 pm

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FYI: I ****LOATHE**** the telephone. So I procrastinate heavily on any and all calls I have to make. ::hugs fandom people:: sorry about that.

Part of it is that I think I have horrible phone voice, another is that I think I have a horrible voice, in general, and the sheer physical fact of a phone makes me all the more aware that I am *speaking*. Part of how I got over my fear of communicating badly is to be totally oblivious to the fact that I am possibly making a fool of myself; and thus part of what I'm making myself oblivious to is the fact that my voice is making sounds.

Dunno if I'm the only one like this.

Thoughts?
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[identity profile] linzeestyle.livejournal.com 2005-03-31 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh. I don't think it was so much that I had trouble identifying my own voice in relation to others, as I was just extremely self-conscious - I'd been told in kidnergarten my voice "sounded like a boy" and that was sort of that, for a few years I wouldn't talk unless I had to. That was also my phase where I wouldn't wear bright colors at all, lest I draw attention to myself. I was...an odd child. Just a bit. *G*

Linzee