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permetaform ([personal profile] permetaform) wrote2005-03-31 07:29 pm

mergle

FYI: I ****LOATHE**** the telephone. So I procrastinate heavily on any and all calls I have to make. ::hugs fandom people:: sorry about that.

Part of it is that I think I have horrible phone voice, another is that I think I have a horrible voice, in general, and the sheer physical fact of a phone makes me all the more aware that I am *speaking*. Part of how I got over my fear of communicating badly is to be totally oblivious to the fact that I am possibly making a fool of myself; and thus part of what I'm making myself oblivious to is the fact that my voice is making sounds.

Dunno if I'm the only one like this.

Thoughts?

[identity profile] andtheafterglow.livejournal.com 2005-03-31 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
i'm terrible about phone calls. it's more of an anxiety issue for me (general anxiety disorder and/or social anxiety disorder, take your pick) than an issue of being concerned about how my voice sounds. i just get terrified about the whole thing and never end up doing what i'm supposed to (like call friends to make plans).