RPAF: ass-raped by coursework.

circe_tigana?? I am not so lucky or so strong as you...

Title: Mesh Analysis
Fandom: RPAF
Pairing: Electrical Engineering / permetaform

WARNINGs: non-con, bondage, D/S, snarkage, spoofage

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There is no courtship.

My forehead slams against the wood as you shove me face-first into the table and I writhe because before your Energy, I am nothing. I rub against the graphite helplessly, your schemantics pounding into me, like a twisted side of skullfuck, and I cannot understand it. I am confused by you, raped by you, abused by you, and I cannot do anything to you, my hands at my sides opening and closing. I'm helpless.

I come back to you, like duty like desperation like a sick sort of fate, and I HATE it.

Your Power masters mine, and your equations slip into my mind like live Currents and you meet no Resistance. I am short circuited, quivering like a metal gone weak before your thousands Volts and I let myself be overridden. But you do not have my heart.

I lend my body to you, but my soul is mine own.

Damn you, EE100, because while there shall come a time when all hope is lost, when the pencils are chewed and the mind is pulped before your senseless penetrations, this is not that day. There shall be a day when the soul is destroyed and when I am broken, BUT THIS IS NOT THAT DAY.

::grimly chugs coffee and clutches notepad and a pencil like a shield and a sword::

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[edit] smith_mun adds:

Engineer: A person with subconscious masochist tendencies. When faced with the question of what major they shall choose, they decide to go with the one that should come with a complimentary tube of KY jelly.

quick recs and a thought...

LotR rec
(aka. Gondor has no clothes. Gondor NEEDS no clothes.)

::pokes ponderosa121:: M'dear?

Wanna see Faramir's ass?? Or as broknangel87 so wonderfully states: A chance for Faramir, captain of Gondor, to show his quality.

::leer::

Love the dimples. I really do.

Needless to say, this is not worksafe...

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Eminem rec
(aka. The dark moody w00bie)

This drawing of Eminem pointed out by inkbug is so incredibly incredibly neat. It's one of those things that I can't stop staring at.

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Good Omens / Dogma rec
(aka. Their Love is so angelic!)

One Big Happy Pantheon a crossover by K.A. Rose

Good Omens and Dogma and all the insanity and hilarity of both, one of the best crossovers I've read and I LOVE it's brand of humor:

Aziraphale crouched down beside Ellen, and the toddler looked up at him. He cooed. "It's not every day you meet a Christ child, is it?"

"It's not all it's cracked up to be," Bethany said wearily.

"No?" said Aziraphale, letting little Ellen grasp one of his extended fingers and shake it excitedly.

"It's a complete nightmare, trying to wash her," the woman explained. "She keeps crawling on top of the water. Or turning it into grape juice."

(much love to girlwithjournal for finding the link for me!)

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Pic rec
(aka. The OMGWTF)

::pokes the soft-serve gay ice cream crew::

Look at the second picture here.

I swear to god, Orlando Bloom looks like the bastard lovechild of Antonio Banderas.

(The first pic is of Sean Bean looking ruggedly outdoorsy)

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PotC rec

fabu has made Will appreciation icons!

This is, shall we say, a little more than long overdue...ah, poor Will, it's either he's ElizabethInPants or the BornAgainPirate or the YoungJack, and really? He's not.

His logic can be *just* as opaque and impenetrable as Jack's, only it's from a different angle. And, even MORE difficult, he's the character that changes the most in course of the movie, which means that Will is freqently inconsistent in his consistency. Will is in That State of Change, which I think most fanfics picked up on, but is therefore fiendishly difficult to keep the character consistent within himself and still accomplish all of a slasher's objectives.

Heck, I think it's almost as bad as the difference between fanon!Draco and canon!Draco...

And thus, the Will Turner Defense League was dubbed...


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Random Pondering
(aka. What's in a Name?)

Nowhere is it so apparent as in HP fandom:

DM: Potter!
HP: Malfoy!!
DM: Potter.
HP: Malfoy...
DM: Harry?
HP: Draco!
Both: ::SNOG!::

MiscCharacter: I'm going to call you Severus.
SS: You're touched. Really.
MiscCharacter: I'm still alive! You love me!

...and, heh, I've done it myself. Partly it's the implications and history behind the names, which is obvious, but


that which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet;


Would it, really? Certainly the inherent identity of the rose doesn't change upon it's naming, but the perception of the object so identified does.

Example: some roses don't have scent, and others don't look like the sterotypical rose. If given a flower that smells like nothing, looks like nothing you know, would it have the same emotional impact as a rose?

Another example: would Draco have looked at all redeemable if that very first someone or other hadn't declared him to be?

Which, in itself, is an interesting statement: Draco was not redeemable until someone saw him as redeemable.


so it has been said,
so it shall be done


A name as identification and identifier, a true name, a false name, a non-name?

What's the order with Aragorn's multiple names? The nameless, kingdomless king that drifts in the woods.

That greasy kid the Half-Elven's daughter fell in love with. (Snape=Aragorn?, ::sporfle:: Harry=Frodo, Ron=Sam, Draco=Legolas, Hermione=Gimli, Sirius=Boromir?? XD)


From antiquity, people have recognized the connection
between naming and power.


And what's up with our dear Agent Sands? He wears his father's name like a fanny pack, or at least avoided exposing the soft-underbelly of his personal names until two rather important balls of flesh had been torn away from him.

(Yes, that was intentional.)

And our dear El Mariachi, named despite himself? for himself? did he shed his old name like an unused shell? does he not trust to give his name again? does he not care what his old name is? Does he not care who he is?

Does he *realize* what people have named him as?

I think he does. And the near arrogance of it and the confidence of it is most lovely to see.

The man with no name? Or the man the people named?


Name a thing,
and you'll have power over it.


And what of the man who names himself?

Captain Jack Sparrow, despite his shiplessness.

Jack Sparrow. except when...

"Jaaaaaack." Barbossa says to him, in dulcet tones of familiarity.

"We named the monkey, Jack."


...is a Captain, by any other name, just as swish, without a boat to slide on?

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...mehp, enough for now, back to being ass-raped by my assignments. (as for yesterday's thing, I ended up begging help like the desperate needy thing I am. =P)