so I'm back home and with the VividCon-Has-Exploded-My-Brains reactions, not that I could be coherent anyways, and floating on a bubbly high and.
Wow.
I AM SO GLAD I WENT. And yet there were so little time, and me running around to try to perhaps meet people and just. Wow. Premiere's this year was FANTASTIC, with awesome range and stylistic complexity and they make me want to babble at length about narrative compositions and mood-driven versus event-driven organizations and draw up charts and just wiggle in delight.
AND I MET
sisabet and
sockkpuppett! My vidding mommies! And I thought I had more time with them, but turn around and the weekend was over and good goddamn I'm figuring out next year better. or something. or at least working out how to be less tongue-tied around them.
Also! Also! I met
silviakundera! Who's work made me start writing again and whose Butter And Pigtails and Legends has forever imprinted themselves on my brain.
And just the whole entire con I swear I was spazzing at people and being all amazed and in hindsight I'd probably fangirled too much, but, dude seriously?, if you want to meet cool people every single one of the people at
vividcon are just awesome and intelligent and interesting.
::blinks:: I should probably work through this in a more logical way, eh?
Thursday
So what with the lightning storms and the weekend and the full moon, transportation of all sorts was insane; not only were planes delayed by godawful amounts, but there was apparently a traffic accident or construction or something that tied up basically the entire Chicago freeway (tollway?) system around O'Hare. Not that my flight was delayed, but rather that entire airports of people were cranky and/or freaking out; this I can actually attest to 'cause my flight actually came in Midway and I had to shuttle to O'Hare to catch the hotel shuttle to the con. (however the shuttle guy was nice and gave me his fries, w00t!)
Arrived at the hotel and vaguely recognized
cofax7 (who is cool, bubbly, and talkative) from a vidparty earlier that summer. Eventually worked out rooming situation which would be cheaper with her with planning to talk it over with
loligo (fellow BPAL fiend!) and
lierdumoa the next day. Am very sad I was not able to room with
boniblithe this year (::HUGS::), but maybe next year? =)
After that there was a vid-watching with...argh, damn my memory, but I'm fairly sure there was
cofax7,
shrift, and
destina (who are both just as intelligent in person as they are online), and
vonnielake (who is just so chipper and just brings energy) and I'm kicking myself for blanking out on other people. ::grovels:: But we watching several vids from Escapade dvds and
vonnielake's collection before we dispersed to nap for tomorrow's festivities.
[Friday: in which there is squee and vids and dancing in the night!]
[Saturday: And Teh Brain Exploded!]
Wow.
I AM SO GLAD I WENT. And yet there were so little time, and me running around to try to perhaps meet people and just. Wow. Premiere's this year was FANTASTIC, with awesome range and stylistic complexity and they make me want to babble at length about narrative compositions and mood-driven versus event-driven organizations and draw up charts and just wiggle in delight.
AND I MET
Also! Also! I met
And just the whole entire con I swear I was spazzing at people and being all amazed and in hindsight I'd probably fangirled too much, but, dude seriously?, if you want to meet cool people every single one of the people at
::blinks:: I should probably work through this in a more logical way, eh?
Thursday
So what with the lightning storms and the weekend and the full moon, transportation of all sorts was insane; not only were planes delayed by godawful amounts, but there was apparently a traffic accident or construction or something that tied up basically the entire Chicago freeway (tollway?) system around O'Hare. Not that my flight was delayed, but rather that entire airports of people were cranky and/or freaking out; this I can actually attest to 'cause my flight actually came in Midway and I had to shuttle to O'Hare to catch the hotel shuttle to the con. (however the shuttle guy was nice and gave me his fries, w00t!)
Arrived at the hotel and vaguely recognized
After that there was a vid-watching with...argh, damn my memory, but I'm fairly sure there was
[Friday: in which there is squee and vids and dancing in the night!]
[Saturday: And Teh Brain Exploded!]
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Eeeee! Until he watches the helicopter take him away, and it hits him -- gah.
You know what really fascinates me about this vid is how you showed Kurdy's love for Elizabeth in such a poignant and powerful way, and yet kept weaving it together with his love for Jeremiah and the way he cares for those around him. Some of the juxtapositions you used to do this made me want to jump up and cheer, they were so subtle and perfect, like the transition on "gotta take my mind off you" at 2:33 or so - I love that moment so much. The other one that brings that full circle is where you cut from him slamming Jeremiah against the truck to Elizabeth reaching out for him near the end. The vid doesn't seem to make Elizabeth less important, but rather to show that he's so focused on her that he never really fully acknowledged how vital Jeremiah was to him until she was gone, and he was faced with losing them both -- which is exactly how I see it.
It's funny, I was not that crazy about Elizabeth the first time I watched the series. Not because I wanted the pure slash, so much, but just that I always have a hard time with the sweet, angelic types of female characters. But on re-watching, I came to like her more, and especially after I wrote a story from Kurdy's POV, I really learned to love her and their relationship. I do love Constance, though, and always did. Of course, Kurdy/Jeremiah is still the core of the thing for me, so it made me insanely happy that you were able to integrate and weave together all of Kurdy's relationships so well, and in what felt like exactly the right proportions. This vid really could not have made me any happier, and I feel incredibly lucky that even though Jeremiah is a tiny fandom, when it does speak to people, they make such shiny and wonderful things!
I could probably go on all day about Kurdy and about your vid. I should go work now. *g*
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The vid doesn't seem to make Elizabeth less important, but rather to show that he's so focused on her that he never really fully acknowledged how vital Jeremiah was to him until she was gone, and he was faced with losing them both -- which is exactly how I see it.
::jumps up and down:: yes! That's exactly it, thank you!