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Monday, February 9th, 2004 12:43 am
[livejournal.com profile] circe_tigana?? I am not so lucky or so strong as you...

Title: Mesh Analysis
Fandom: RPAF
Pairing: Electrical Engineering / [livejournal.com profile] permetaform

WARNINGs: non-con, bondage, D/S, snarkage, spoofage

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There is no courtship.

My forehead slams against the wood as you shove me face-first into the table and I writhe because before your Energy, I am nothing. I rub against the graphite helplessly, your schemantics pounding into me, like a twisted side of skullfuck, and I cannot understand it. I am confused by you, raped by you, abused by you, and I cannot do anything to you, my hands at my sides opening and closing. I'm helpless.

I come back to you, like duty like desperation like a sick sort of fate, and I HATE it.

Your Power masters mine, and your equations slip into my mind like live Currents and you meet no Resistance. I am short circuited, quivering like a metal gone weak before your thousands Volts and I let myself be overridden. But you do not have my heart.

I lend my body to you, but my soul is mine own.

Damn you, EE100, because while there shall come a time when all hope is lost, when the pencils are chewed and the mind is pulped before your senseless penetrations, this is not that day. There shall be a day when the soul is destroyed and when I am broken, BUT THIS IS NOT THAT DAY.

::grimly chugs coffee and clutches notepad and a pencil like a shield and a sword::

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[edit] [livejournal.com profile] smith_mun adds:

Engineer: A person with subconscious masochist tendencies. When faced with the question of what major they shall choose, they decide to go with the one that should come with a complimentary tube of KY jelly.
Tuesday, February 10th, 2004 08:11 am (UTC)
*pets*

I'll all be better soon.

Gina