disturbances

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Okay, been reading several rants in various places and. just.

Dammit.

Let me state this: I am an *American*, and I still believe that there's something worth saving.

I *am* American, for how it's shaped me, for how I am and had been and will be, even as it tries to cast me out (through media and culture and what have you) for being female. for being asian.

I love America, perhaps in the same way I love my family, because it's *my* country.

But you remember me talking about my family, right?

...

yes.

Because I still cry as America seems to crumble, even as I cheer at ever little improvement. Because America's stupid at times and idiotic sometimes and **goddammit** sometimes.

sometimes, America, I hate you.

sometimes, America, I despair and I hate you and I grieve and I hate you and I cry and I hate you, I hate you for what you have become.

But always, always, (do you know?) I am an American.

I still believe that that there is something here worth saving.

_{forgive me.}

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I know. This is so very very disturbing to me, because it sounds like so much of a witch-hunt.

Or, even more, it sounds like some of the worst form of censorship and oppression possible, because they're trying to fire people that, omg!, believe in something different from them. (and let's not get into how I believe that they believe in something *true*, which ups the injustice yet another notch...)