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Friday, March 14th, 2008 06:44 pm

ummm.... it's been awhile since an update...but see! I has no computers for internets in a place where it's not school, family home, w/e. (I am stealing internets from a mac store. heeeeee)

So, quick updates:

- Have you checked out

lierdumoa's new Dean vid yet? GO ALREADY, her vid is the awesome...tho perhaps one should have eyedrops near by 'cause you probably won't blink for the next 3 min of vidwatching

- Got new glasses that I'm ridiculously pleased by!

- Got a sewing machine 'cause I'm sick of clothes not fitting me properly, classes upcoming and sewing classes in may.

- Editing classes going well, tho sometimes I'm all o.0; at being unable to beta people's work 'cause I'd break them.

- There is mcposse agreement that I should not not not sleep with my teachers. Really. (yeah I *know*! *winceywrygrin*)

- therapy is going well; I like my therapist and like the fact that I can sometimes make him "bzuh?" at me. (I have lack of shame in certain ways that surprises him. ....I have a suspicion that I like causing people mental hiccups, partially 'cause the world causes me mental hiccups. *ponder*)

- I think there's fiiiiiinally enough footage for PT's SPN vid. =P dang'd outro.

- ummm....what else...OH. Netflix is awesome. Tell me movies I should watch!

- OH! right!

absolut3destiny's '15' vid is really fucking cool and it's totally in our queue and coming in a couple days. DUUUUDE, what a vid. ^____^

- and, cons are on hold for this next year as well. I'm down for meeting with small groups but still sorta weirdly agoraphobic so conventions are a no-go.

- mmm, and also in the market for a smallllll laptop once summer hits. Any advice/suggestions/headsup?

- lastly: dude, but I really really need to catch up on SGA, don't I? o.0

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...DOOM?

Sunday, December 30th, 2007 08:14 am

...

...

...

lierdumoa is gonna LAUGH SO HARD.

'cause like, see, here's the thing:

fashes's family has kinda sorta a freakishly accident prone, hospital-filled life.

She has also, like, adopted me into her family...upon learning this

lierdumoa made a "GURK, OMG NEVAR DO THAT TO ME"-type statement.

Because, see, they were having this conversation last month about my sudden trip to the ER over a burst ovarian cyst...and

lierdumoa don't want none of that karma. (The ride on the ambulance was really cool tho, despite the fact of it being rather mortifying that my first week of class back at my school involved me being rushed out on a gurney ON THE LAST DAY BEFORE FINISHING ::stamps foot::)

...sooooo, I just came back from another trip to the ER. ::wryyyyy::

I'm fine tho! It's just,

fashes yelled at me to call my insurance hotline when I'd had a headache and ringing in the ears for three days and then the hotline nurse practitioner yelled at me to go to the ER upon learning that I'd had dizzyness for the same amount of time.

=P

So um...the verdict from the ER doctor is that I have...er, I don't remember the proper medical term, but it basically amounts to "unexplainable dizzyness". It's sorta one of those smallish things that the doctors still can't make heads or tails of, because it has to do with a viral infection in the ear canals that help control balance and is probably causing the headaches too.

She gave me a scopalamine patch to control the dizzyness and basically banned me from driving or drinking for the next three days.

Downside: not celebrating New Years with alcohol

Upside: not celebrating New Years with my mother

heh.

Incidentally I'd figured out during therapy that a large part of the reason why I hated going to the doctor's/dentist/optometrist was because it was always My Fault; that I shouldn't read so much or that I should have dressed warmer or whatever. Which means that I've developed high endurance levels for discomfort ranging anywhere from colds to headaches to ear infections to crippling amounts of menstral cramps (that could've easily been solved by midol and a heating pad), and up to and including bearing through ovarian cysts bursting on me (and causing minor blackouts) for *years*.

::sigh:: Fuck you very much mom. Fuck you very much.

In happier news, princess tutu fic wip is proceeding apace and I have several princess tutu vid ideas that are EATING MY BRAIN. ^___^V

...and...

...

Like, really, I shouldn't contemplate a Princess Tutu crossover/fusion with Firefly. THERE LIES BADFIC, ABANDON HOPE ALL YE WHO ENTER, and so on and so forth.

...

::CLUTCHES BRAIN:: whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy? T_____T

Current Mood: recumbent

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So I decided to treat myself to a Christmas gift...

Sunday, December 23rd, 2007 08:09 pm

...the gift being that I go to Lenscrafters and finally figure out contacts and glasses for myself instead of thru obscure asian optometrists whom I barely understand.

Which, granted, getting new contacts and glasses for a gift to myself sounds a bit retarded when it's actually put down like that but I feel like I'm pampering myself.

I went in sorta nervous but mostly curious because they're like, "When was your last eye exam?" And I was like, "...er...4 years?" Upon which they decided to give me the full battery of tests, (whereupon during one test we discovered that I had, quote, "Excellent peripheral vision." Booyah.)

But something fantastical was discovered to my extreme and utter delight: my astigmatism went away. In BOTH eyes. DUDE, I DIDN'T KNOW THAT ASTIGMATISM CAN *DO* THAT! ::bounces so much:: Only the perscription in my right eye rose, and apparently my sensation of my vision deteriorating was actually because my eyes got a bit *better* and I didn't need the special astigmatic contacts anymore. W00t!!

Apparently my astigmatism had been induced by rubbing my eyes alot during high school. I stopped rubbing my eyes in college partly due to the fact that I started wearing makeup and partly because I kept getting eyelashes in my eyes after rubbing them. My optometrist was all disgruntled-face at even the mention of the phrase 'rubbing one's eyes' and said that it does alot to fuck up your corneas.

Granted she also made a moue at my mention of staring at a computer screen alot due to hobbies and career, but mentioned several things that could help that, being,

- try to have the computer screen lower than your head, it does a thing with your field of vision that makes the monitor have less harmful effects on your eyes
- drink at least 4 cups of water a day 'cause eyes can stand up to more strain if properly hydrated
- try to reduce caffeine, (blah dryness-causing blah)
- look at something else for a couple minutes every 20 min. of screentime.

To which I go, ::makes snappy salute::

And then we looked at photographs of my retina which were cool. It looked almost like the inside of a nebula with it's blends of red and orange and green.

In any case, my eyes are much healthier than I feared they were going in and I have new contacts to wear and new glasses planned for the new year. ::victory sign!:: ^_____^

Current Mood: excited

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permetaform lives!!

Saturday, April 21st, 2007 08:58 pm

fashes here! Those of you who have been worrying about

permetaform can stop worrying for the moment. She's totally here in the Bay Area with me. And doing well! I'll be keeping tabs on her this entire week! If you have any questions post them here!

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am alive

Friday, March 9th, 2007 05:50 pm

heya'll, I'm alive, still decompressing from Escapade and post-escapade. I don't have my phones 'cause I left it at

poisontaster's tho

fashes is mailing me them.

There are....many many posts I need to make. 'cause like, I'm so addicted to Chris Richardson from American Idol that I broke down and figured out how to download youtube vids, and like my roommate is AWESOME and took me to the Paley festival for Dexter, and like broke down crying soooooo much during Escapade, but it was such good and productive crying and...I feel sorta human. =) Also, talking

poisontaster's roommate is very enlightening as to my own mindsets.

Granted, having so much to post about is not particularly encouraging me to finish ANY of the posts (or even start them), so...yeah, making this "hi how are ya?" post to at least make me feel less bad about not posting at all.

Current Mood: busy
Current Location: home

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FYI - FLIST, please READ.

Friday, January 26th, 2007 05:35 pm

Ok, I want to give you guys an official-like heads up.

For the foreseeable future, I'm probably gonna be hashing out a lot of stuff about therapy, my PTSD, and my depression in this journal. There might be a few bits of fandom squee, like

_{(DUDE, GREY'S ANATOMY!!! CHRISTINA! AND THEN BURKE ::SPOILER::!!! EEEE)}

or

_{(HEROES, Hiro and Nathan need to ALWAYS TALK W/EACH OTHER, and oh god the Petrellicest...)}

...but I'm not sure that I'll be vidding much and/or ficcing much and/or reccing much.

It might get really depressing/repetitive/non-fannish here, so de-friend if you want to.

For those interested [therapy related] is the stuff that I'm tagging this all under. Most posts with this tag will be going under flock ~~a week after it's posted~~ whenever I feel like it, non-negotiable.

Also, I'll not be going to VVC this year because I don't think I can handle it (because of the thing with the speech, which I'll go into with more detail and diagrams), but Escapade is still on.

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Sunday, December 10th, 2006 08:56 pm

omg, so tired.

more data entry work tomorrow and then off to the labs at night.

also I had a WWND experience today, 'cause class made me woe.

But then, y'know, what Naruto would do? Naruto would not whine, much. He would work harder dammit.

But not right now. 'cause now I have to type up my notes and then get ready for bed to be up bright and early to beat the downtown traffic.

Oh god, and also x'mas shopping. ::headdesk::

Current Mood: young grasshopper

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*update on me*

...I am batshit insane.

Sunday, October 8th, 2006 04:18 am

I have figured out that to get my vid to render properly, it looks like I'll have to render each frame individually, as a .bmp and then stick them back together.

...and...do I actually, honestly want to go through with that?

...::thinks about making this vid off and on for the past YEAR::

I hate my brain.

I hate my brain that cannot let go of this.

askdfh.

Current Mood: VID RAAAAAAAAAAAAGE.
Current Music: i choose noise - hybrid

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things what might be good to know

Friday, July 14th, 2006 10:40 pm

So...since I apparently can't for the life of me stop meta-ing and there's been new people stopping by, I thought to make an intro/update post on this here "porch party" I'm throwing.

The jist of it, and me, are explained in my Journal FAQ, which I've recently updated. I view this journal as a public website, and as a party I'm hosting. Feel free to make 'random' comments, feel free to engage others in discussion in the threads, I don't mind either way. I'm just here to provide nibbles and crack for your brain. ::grins and bows::

Most of my fanwork is linked to in my Journal FAQ towards the top, and towards the bottom I've posted some random stuff to help you to get to know me if you so wish.

I try to tag all my entries so that they're searchable, my tags are on the sidebar. "[thoughts]" roughly amounts to meta, but not always. The rest of the tags are fairly obvious.

I think in pictures and non-linearly, so it's hard to express myself at times because of the difficulty of translating from non-linear pictoral to linear. Granted it's easier translating to linear-written than to linear-spoken because linear-spoken is temporal too (one more vector to deal with), whereas linear-written at least you leave a 'papertrail'.

The result of the massive amount of translation I'm attempting is that I realize that I'm frequently confusing and that it takes me awhile to properly answer comments. For the first problem, poke me and I'll explain; for the second problem, bear with me? ::wry grin:: I try to answer all comments that can be responded to, unless the comment-email gets lost (or buried in my inbox). If that's the case, poke me again, and I'll try to answer it in as timely a manner as I can.

You can de-friend me at any time. Which, y'know, cannot be emphasized enough; I've had to go through several massive friend cullings because I simply could not handle my flist anymore, so I perfectly understand. No hard feelings, and I flock rarely and NEVER flock my fannish stuff. I don't mind lurkers.

I don't usually cut-tag posts, but I cut-tag large pictures and spoilers. I hate spoilers, but my response to that hate is to basically not watch the source until I forget the spoiler.

And since it looks like I'm gonna be posting about PotC quite a lot, there's something that I've got to make clear for my own mental stability:

I have trauma issues related to the parental unit and my reaction to the mother, wherein I was able to get-by with a combination of being stoic and being completely unable to feel emotions and I've been slowly digging my way out of that for the past 5 years, or 9 years if you're counting from when I first learned to 'squee' and be joyful. However, being in the POV of Norrington brings up most of those issues again for me. I like his character just fine when I'm watching him, but I cannot read most fic from his POV. At points, I've gotten physically sick when I was trying to read sparrington when I was trying to give the pairing a go, 'cause it seemed to have the earmarks of everything I like in a pairing. And like, it caused wank when I tried to work out these issues re:sparrington in a public post.

I've recently gotten to a point where I could appreciate his character as a character again, and I've always tried to be considerate of people who squee about him in my journal. But I'm trying to be more aware about what twigs me out and better about pointing this out to people so that I don't get all defensive when I'm squirming about trying to not get my trauma buttons pushed.

So um...if you choose to comment about Norrington, please be aware that my comment would probably be very very short, possibly non-verbal, because I know that any long-ish response I give will be horribly biased and that I pretty much cannot be logical about him 'as a person'. I can *possibly* discuss him 'as a character' or 'as a narrative arc', but it pretty much won't work if I attempt at all to place myself in his POV because of my issues.

Um...I think I've covered everything? ::ponders weakly:: meh, it's 3am, and tho I slept till noon today, I'm sick and all pooped. Night ya'll! Poke me if you have any questions!

Current Mood: tired

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Stuff.

Thursday, July 6th, 2006 06:26 pm

So.

I am way more sane now. YAY! Move has been completed and RL is moving towards balance and I'm thinking of dipping my toes into fandom again.

This has been greatly helped by the squee of visiting

hippediva and

smutcutter the other day, and an AWESOME time was had by all. (::pokes

kyouichi:: Dude, we need to get together to squee about

maldoror_gw's Kindred, among other things)

And on the matter of sliding self back into fandom, well, vidding. It's always vidding. Fandom of my heart, and despite my not being able to collect myself enough to submit a vid this year, I am very excited to see people again at

vividcon, and! And!

I am selling myself on Sweet Charity. =D All funds go towards The National Marfan Foundation.

You can still go to sign up to be sold until July 10th. Bidding goes from July 11, 2006 (00:00) to July 31, 2006 (23:59).

My offer:

Samples of my work.

I am willing to vid any song. I am willing to vid any movie. I am willing to vid any series, *provided* you're willing to send me source (downloaded source or Ti-Vo is fine), and I'm willing to reimburse you cost of postage plus a couple dollars for the discs. [Note: The series I have in full is SGA. You won't have to worry about footage if your idea is in that fandom.]

MY personal deadline is to get your vid to you by October, but I am stating the November 30th deadline because certain school deadlines are yet to be set in stone and I'd like the wiggle-room.

I vid in multiple drafts and rough cuts. If you would like, I can send the 5 most different drafts to you either in-progress or at the end of the process or not at all. Your choice. I am also very very interested in your input on the vid-drafts, should you wish to participate in the beta process.

My personal goal? To tailor the vid to your tastes, I will not call the vid "done" until you are deliriously happy with it. =)

Anyhoo, by next week I should be fully settled and able to respond to the various emails and to update

vidder_weekly properly.

There's so much to post, but...huh. There's a distinct lack of trepidation about posting. I haven't felt this way in months. w00t? ::wry grin::

Oh! And, ::points:: new default icon since...sometime. I'm still looking for another John icon of a blue-greenish hue looking contemplative. If ya'll see one can you point it out to me? I would love you muchly. =D

Current Mood: hopeful

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"i get knocked down, but i get up again..."

Saturday, June 10th, 2006 05:25 pm

First of all, just a major major thank you to everyone's who'd responded to the posts about the mother. I've been lagging on getting responses to people, but I just wanted to post and give ya'll a great big ::HUG:: for the responses and to let you know that while I've not been very timely about responding back to those comments that they're all still very appreciated and that they've been encouraging or thought-provoking or just good to know that I'm not so alone in this, y'know?

::hugs again:: Thank you.

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So.

Friday, June 9th, 2006 02:41 pm

Europe was interesting. The Talk was interesting.

Two steps forward, one step back.

Have returned to US, have spent the past day and a half trying to type out a summary, which, gah and yay and emo and like...think I'll put everything under this tag under flock.

Will do that now.

...I find it interesting that my 'trauma song' is Rilo Kiley's 'A Better Son/Daughter'. And really hilarious. And really not.

Something.

(I can tell that vidding it will *break* me, the way that vidding Gravity did. The things I do to myself...)

::goes back to poke at trip summary post and to flocking::

[edit] Depending on the subject methinks, posts will be unlocked or flocked with more or less severity.

Current Music: "Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move..."

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home and then off again...

Saturday, May 27th, 2006 12:33 am

Ach. So home now and family is/has been doing ye olde brouhaha power lunch/bruch/dinner-party with the, "yay! Graduate! What/Who are you doing now? Six-figure income and/or Boyfriend?"

And tomorrow we leaving at the butt-crack of dawn for Europe.

::FALLS OVER::

Have decided not to bring laptop because the thought of getting laptop stolen is freaking out mother and thus wreaking havoc on my blood pressure.

Besides which, I figure that 12 days stuck together is a good chunk of time to Have A Talk with her. ::girds loins:: 'Cause y'know, I've lost faith in all opinions coming from the parent ever since she thought I was getting chubby and have just realized that, hey, she's getting to the point where she just maaaaaaaaybe might be willing to hear this.

I know that I'm *definately* at the point where I need (and *can*) say it to her face.

I'm actually sorta looking forward to this. Huh.

Current Mood: okay

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Jack's Mannequin and nostalgia

Monday, May 22nd, 2006 05:52 pm

Oh. my. god. So my roommate's been pimping me into this band and I'm now just obsessively in love with the music.

It's like, bottled joy. Something about the progressions they're using, the way the piano is used, the use of echoed lyrics, and the happiness, and the wry lyrics, and the...something. Something. Something in the songs by this band sounds like pure summer to me, it sounds like home and SoCal, it sounds like potential and I *can't* stop listening.

Here's their current most popular song played live, (The Mixed Tape), watch the lead singer molest the mic XD. Personally I like 'I'm Ready', 'Dark Blue', and 'The Lights and Buzz', better.

God, I want to vid them, but I don't know that I can do it justice, to visually show where the sound takes me.

Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: "I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up..."

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About my recs...

Wednesday, December 7th, 2005 07:39 pm

Been meaning to do a post on this, was thinking on this for awhile and to make it eat my brain less (research report due tomorrow, ::PANIC::) I figure I might as well do this now and just edit it in the future.

Location of my recs:

- my latest recs can be found here
- my less-new recs can be found in my memories here
- old archived recs found here by fandom

I realize my recs system and my older recs are sorta hard to read and are inconsistently formatted. But at this point I'm so swamped that it's either not rec at all or archive and reformat old recs, and I usually pick the former.

My Rec Modus Operandi:

- I read really fast, really randomly, and whereever my whims lead me which changes day-to-day; I tend to get stuck on various fandoms for more or less time but I consider myself mutifandom and rec accordingly.
- I have never and will never rec anyone just because I'm their friend; I rec stuff because I liked it enough to rec it.
- I usually attempt to give some reason why I recced it, though this is not always possible because of RL or etc.
- I OTP in fandoms, so the more I'm pressed for time the more I'll only read my OTPs, and thus the recs tend to be skewed towards my OTPs. This does not mean that really good stories don't exist beyond my favorite pairing, just that they don't naturally cross paths with my readings.

_{(updating this to journal faq)}

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Le Sigh.

Thursday, October 20th, 2005 08:54 pm

Life has gone insane and I find myself both losing too much sleep trying to catch up and not being involved enough while trying to catch up 'cause I'm spreading myself too thin. God, you'd think I'd learn by now about spreading myself too thin.

Prepare the front and the rear has few.
Prepare the left and the right has few.
Everywhere prepared, everywhere few.
~ Sun Tzu

I swear, I need to paste that somewhere prominent. I would on my head, but then I can't read it.

You'd think I'd learn. ::headdesks::

On that note, I'm clipping my friendslist. 750 is far too insane, and I can read fast but I still have a limit and time is short and I'm not giving people the attention they deserve and I *want* to be friends with everyone who friends me back but...fuck.

Because of the frienditto scare, I've realized that I *want* this journal to be a fan journal. I want it most of all to be where I can interact with fans of whatever fandom I'm in. But that doesn't work well on the internet, I don't think I (personally) can handle putting RL and fandom in one open forum.

One has to go, and I chose to keep fandom.

I'm not sure what that says about me. Or if it says anything. People keep on complaining about others who compartementalize too much, but I think that if I *don't* compartementalize I'll just bleed right through. Perhaps, if on some level, you don't compartementalize, you'll fall apart, mind into heart into gut into feces. It becomes one big undifferentiated mass...but I dunno if that argument is even applicable here.

I know I've moved from the fandoms I've originally met most of you; don't feel bad if you de-friend me, there's no bad feelings from me if you do.

Actually, if you're anything like me, the whole concept of de-friending leaves me queasy. Guilt-complex.

Mother-dear trained me well.

Current Mood: nauseated

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::feels proud:: w00t!

Thursday, July 7th, 2005 06:22 pm

s2! and tags! ::beams at LJ:: see! pretty! =D

now there is no need to tediously log all my past recs over at permetaform_rec 'cause the tags does it for me!!

...

granted I still need to go back and tag everything since Januaryish.

...

d'oh. nevermind, tags only logs for 100 entries apparently

Current Mood: jubilant

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FAQ: for new friends

Monday, October 25th, 2004 08:11 pm

::waves:: Hi! Welcome to the insanity!

Note:
- If you're underage where you live: please don't tell me, please use the internet responsibly, and please don't get me in trouble.
- I don't mind comments from "strangers", just be polite =).
- I don't mind if you lurk.
- I don't mind if you friend me.
- I don't mind if you de-friend me.
- I won't necessarily friend back, 'cause Life = Insane
- I don't mind OT comments.
- I don't mind if you start random threads with other people in my comments.
- I don't mind at all if you link to any of my public posts.
- I don't mind bad!fic.
- I don't mind no feedback. But feedback, encourages me to produce more of the same. (instead of, say, something different)

Warnings:

You can de-friend me at any time. No really, any time.

There will frequently be ramblings about how awesome I find the concept of various m/m relationships. If this bothers you, please don't bother reading this journal as I'll be posting at length about the matter.

This is mostly a journal about fannish activities of mine; to err on the side of caution, consider this LJ generally non-worksafe.

General Info: I think of this LJ as an easily-updated fan website, but I treat the comment threads like a party I'm hosting. I don't mind OT comments and adore it when you start convo's with each other in the threads. I rarely f-lock, and when I do its usually just whining and emo.

per·meta·form = permutations of metaphor
Some of my work appear under kanzeyori (kanze·yori) which means "twisted paper".
My Directorium
My OTP pairings in various fandoms

My Fanwork: Links to all my vids, fics, and recs are found in my userinfo, I have additional recs saved under "my recs" in my memories. (If you're curious these are my fandoms and fave pairings) Any icon that I made is fair game; if you like it, take it. This Hakkai moodtheme I made is also fair game, if you want, take.
On Vids: Please don't direct-link to my vids, but it's perfectly okay to link to my vid-post if you want. Don't clip off my vids please. I answer and appreciate all forms of feedback/critique.
My vids
Big List of Vid Meta
My amv.org account
Want Links/Recs?: my recs policy
my del.icio.us
Search by fandom using the tags in my sidebar (most recent)
or look in my memories - most recent recs (from 2004-09-23 to present)
or check out permetaform_rec - all recs up to 2004-09-23
In The Pit: my fanfiction.net account, and will eventually back-up all my work on ff.n and generally think it an awesome idea that writers are backing up their work in multiple places. I am manager of the Saiyuki C2 community for Hakkai and Gojyo, which includes both friendship fic and shonen-ai fic and threesome fic with them in it.

On RPAS: If you're wondering about RPAS, this post explains it more or less. (ie. watch me write Camera/JohnnyDepp; in that order)
On Filters: I have several reading lists of people (to save my sanity), they're listed on the sidebar here. I rarely flock, and only if I'm trying to conserve bandwidth or if I'm being whiny/spazzy or some other such reason.

On Memes: Memes that I take are posted HERE, because I think ya'll will skewer me if I post any more than I already do...

I am:
- a vidder, a reccer, a writer
- about 60% liberal, 40% conservative
- a deist
- a Slytherin (with Ravenclaw leanings), a Pisces (Gemini Ascendant, Aries Moon), and a Water Pig

( Five Things You May Not Know that are Really Important to my Character are: )
Story of your arrival in fandom?

I'd initially started out in anime fandom through Ranma 1/2. It has a boy that changes into a girl when hit by water, the yaoi was inevitable. After being a bit disturbed by the thought, I happened upon Slayers anime. Instant love. First m/m pairing was Xelloss/Zelgadiss, enemies that sometimes help each other out, ie. my second fanfic!hotbutton. (my first fanfic!hotbutton is resurrection fic)

I tumbled through anime boy-love fandoms for awhile and then chanced upon Joxer/Ares. Was a bit confused and disturbed by *guys* fucking (versus *boys* fucking or boys that sometimes look like girls except with cocks) and the grittiness of the fic, but then got used to it and dived right in. And everything else was pretty much a straight descent into the flaming pits of various special hells.

Oh! I managed to resist HP fandom for awhile, was minorly disturbed, but got over it, and incidentally through it got past pretty much every single squick possible.

I blame Snape.

In the end, I got onto LJ because of nocturne_ally and became active in LJ fandom because of Pirates of the Caribbean.

I used to rec a lot more, but as of now vidding and meta has eaten my brain.

( Five Things You May Not Know About My Core Personality are: )

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update-cake

...DOOM?

So I decided to treat myself to a Christmas gift...

permetaform lives!!

am alive

FYI - FLIST, please READ.

update

...I am batshit insane.

things what might be good to know

Stuff.

"i get knocked down, but i get up again..."

So.

home and then off again...

Jack's Mannequin and nostalgia

About my recs...

Le Sigh.

::feels proud:: w00t!

FAQ: for new friends