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Wednesday, July 14th, 2010 09:05 pm
couldn't get to sleep with this bunny ::chases Nii with it:: so I got up and wrote this and dunno how much sense this made, but hey, it got under word-count! =D


Title: 500 Years In Heaven And All I Got Was...
Word Count: 100
Note: AU
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2010 09:05 pm
Title: 'One Thousand And Four Voices' (drabble series)
Fandom: Saiyuki
Pairings: 58
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Spoilers: for Vol 5
Summary: 'Cause haven't you ever wondered about the logistics of Hakkai's limiters? Written for the [community profile] 100_roadtrips's Ghost challenge.

One thousand voices... )
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2010 09:04 pm
I was supposed to be writing my [community profile] ship_manifesto. Instead I wrote this, which I suppose, in a way, almost amounts to the same thing.

Title: ...is such sweet...
Fandom: Saiyuki
Pairing: 58
Summary: parting is not permanent, and neither is the sorrow

Notes: Based on the picture below. For [profile] modernmouse, because she loves this picture too.


Note: the picture down until I can find someone who can compose a email in japanese

The fanart is, however, found here: http://yuzu.outside.jp/make.html

None of the credit is mine, all goes to the artist.

The sun is setting, and it's time to go but they stall )
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2010 09:01 pm
Hee! So there's this meme thing where you post the first lines of your fic and other people write drabbles starting from your first lines.

I wrote this Hakkai/Gojyo for [profile] absenceofmind (originally here):
Theirs is a kitchen love. )
And this Kenren/Tenpou for [personal profile] lebateleur (originally here):
Kenren was good at doing a good many things. )
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2010 08:52 pm
http://community.livejournal.com/100_roadtrips/56113.html

::cracks up:: I had to, I HAD to...

Title: Greetings, It's Me, An Outlaw
Word Count: 100
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If you're confused, this post has links to most everything pertinent. =D
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2010 08:52 pm
Title: Five Things That Happened Afterward
Fandom: Saiyuki
Summary: They won, of course, sorta kinda, yes really.

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Wednesday, July 14th, 2010 08:52 pm
[personal profile] hibem's pointed out that 85 day was as much 8/5/5 day as anything else -- and I got attacked by plot-bunnies. So:

Title: Self-Extension
Fandom: Saiyuki
Pairing: 8/5/5

Summary: (After the 'clone' episode in Reload) Hakkai figures out how to make shikigami clones, 'cause two Gojyo's are more intriguing than one and Hakkai is just that curious.

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Wednesday, July 14th, 2010 08:43 pm
Originally meant for [community profile] 100_roadtrips, and then I realized that I should just call a spade a spade (or in this case, a ficlet a ficlet), and quit abusing mod rights. So ya'll get to see my random bit o' unbeta'ed smut.

Title: Heat (or The One Where Hakkai Was Sorta Evil, In A Really Good Way)
Word Count: 300
Fandom: Saiyuki
Pairing: 58
A'N: I took a break from studying, so sue me. Also, non-worksafe.
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Tuesday, February 28th, 2006 08:00 pm
Scanned and posted by [livejournal.com profile] jttr:

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Like, guh.

With markings like Doku.

And just.

alskdjflkajs.

::blows kisses to [livejournal.com profile] mistressrenet for pointing this out::

[edit] AND WHAT IS THIS I HEAR ABOUT MINEKURA DRAWING SANZO'S NEKKID ASS? o.o I must be enlightened and see this...miracle, with my own four eyes! Nekkid Sanzo Ass in the comments!
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Friday, August 5th, 2005 07:19 am
[livejournal.com profile] hibem's pointed out that 85 day was as much 8/5/5 day as anything else -- and I got attacked by plot-bunnies. So:

Title: Self-Extension
Fandom: Saiyuki
Pairing: 8/5/5

Summary: (After the 'clone' episode in Reload) Hakkai figures out how to make shikigami clones, 'cause two Gojyo's are more intriguing than one and Hakkai is just that curious.

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Thursday, August 4th, 2005 07:14 pm
So sometimes I take memes, and, well. ::points::

results for 'which saiyuki minor character would you be?' )

::is DEAD:: (on multiple levels, wot?)

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- why crantz mom is cool
- [livejournal.com profile] manga_talk: people analyzing manga, with many Saiyuki examples.
- An iPod dog. No, really.
- [livejournal.com profile] iron_smut's next competition is Aug 13th...
- Jesus loves you, o.0
- Man Commits Suicide after Learning Harry Potter Spoiler, did this really happen?? ::boggle:: is false, but dude, in a way wouldn't be surprised...
- Way Of Seeing Article, found by way of [livejournal.com profile] 100_roadtrip's friendslist. Reminds me actually of this one quote, that goes something like, "The ironic thing is that you can't self-improve until you accept yourself." Which, gah. working on...working on.
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Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005 02:26 am
Minekura loves us.

The presence of this, tell me so:


bigger version so you can see the hands better... )

and another one...even more blatant. Note the hands...XD )

The pictures are from here as pointed out by [livejournal.com profile] karose.

These are drawn by Minekura herself, backstory behind these pictures at the site...
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Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005 10:45 pm
So I was reading all these articles on [livejournal.com profile] metafandom (specifically bouncing off a comment on this one) on ability/disability and race and class and well. Yes, yes they do need to be addressed, but I'm just plain sometimes wondering *how* to even balance trying to display ability and race and class decently out in a diegetic world (ie. canon) that is most likely inherently flawed in that manner anyhoo.

Like, for example, I'd attempted at one point writing in Smallville, which means writing science in Smallville, and I'd eventually gave up because Smallville science goes against the grain of huge chunks of alot of what I've learned. When I write in SV's pseudo-science it hurts and when I attempt to write in actual science it makes no sense in SV's context. o.0 Perhaps it's not so surprising that I've tended to write in fandom's where there's a mystical element; 'cause I know next to nothing of magic.

Meanwhile, have been turning over in my head that long belated post-modern cyber-punk Saiyuki AU (because everything either goes back to Saiyuki or vidding lately); because
I've always thought that Sanzo was always in this wierd half-space of Nouveau Riche, 'cause everyone at his temple probably still remembers him as a 'river rat' (or at least that's how it'll appear in his head) except simultaneously he knows and he IS all blue-blood upper-class. Now factor in Gojyo, which...yeah. And what probably bothers him a lot of the time is how similar they are occasionally; I forgot what fic it was that mentioned that Sanzo had a little Gojyo-voice in his head that he tamps down firmly (I think it might have been hane's) but MAN, when I read that I KEELED OVER.

I don't know where I was going with this and I've got to post this and run, paper this thurday WAH!, but yeah, discuss??


Vidding

Is anyone familiar with how to set up a Wiki? Or is willing to help set it up?

More Info Here.

(much apologies for the very belated pimping [livejournal.com profile] tzikeh!)


Saiyuki

Manga-Spam, shameless shameless 58 squee )

Look! They're having a Moment! Over Gojyo's everything-but-canonical-ex-boyfriend!!! ::DED::

Fic Rec

(U. Spiderman/ U. X-Men, Peter/Logan) Sex pollen, non-con story; and usually non-con doesn't do anything for me, but liviapenn sells it so *well*.

"Peter tries not to use words like 'bitch.' Even in his head. Even when he's being Spider-Man. *Especially* when he's being Spider-Man. First because he really doesn't need worse press than the bad press he's already got, and second because someday Aunt May is going to find out that he's Spider-Man, and then she'll go back and look at all the news reports and everything, and Peter's really trying as best he can to minimize the impact of that eventual, inevitable smack to the back of the head."
Some Kept Safe by [livejournal.com profile] liviapenn


Various things of interest

- When wealth and poverty began: entrenched social inequality BEFORE civilization came along
- Scientists record eerie sounds of Saturn: Saturn is a haunted house! Almost like Black Holes singing to each other! XD (link awol, but will be found)
- Be careful putting human brain cells in animals, panel tells scientists: eGAD. o.0 ::shivers::
- Bacteria use your immune system to kill each other: it's like molecular politics! XD
- via [livejournal.com profile] xsmoonshine: Perfect Pitch in Tone Language Speakers Carries Over to Music, it's a study that shows it's easier for students with a tonal language background to get perfect pitch...
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Monday, July 25th, 2005 04:54 pm
(Saiyuki, 58ish)
On his way home from the market, Hakkai decided that he needed to sweeten the pill.

As far as he could tell, Gojyo hadn't eaten anything with vitamin content for weeks. He'd even gone to the trouble of picking out green things from Hakkai's nutritionally balanced meals and leaving them on the side of his plate. It was not allowable. Beer, cigarettes and meat formed an unhealthy diet. The argument arising from this at lunchtime had, frankly, spoiled the cosy atmosphere of their home. Gojyo had to learn.

At the door he paused to unbutton his collar. He ran a hand through his hair and shook it out and let his eyes take on a steely glint. That bit wasn't hard. As an afterthought he bit his lips to redden them.

Gojyo looked up when he entered the kitchen with his bag of oranges. He took his feet off the table; a good sign. He sat up straight, even better.

Hakkai plays dirty pool. ::DIES:: Oh man, does he play dirty pool....
The Orange by [livejournal.com profile] louiselux
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Friday, July 22nd, 2005 12:43 pm
Vid Rec

(Peter Pan) ::cough:: dude, just go watch this. it. ::flails:: heh. Vidder has balls.
My Heart Belongs To Daddy by [livejournal.com profile] sofiaaifos

Fic Recs

(Saiyuki, 58) Fluffy goodness!
Disposables by [livejournal.com profile] karotsamused

(Wild Adaptor, KuboToki) Nice characterizations; Heart goes squish.
At First by [livejournal.com profile] monkeybarrel

(Trigun, W/V and W/other) This...see, it's the little things which breaks you...
Little or Nothing by [livejournal.com profile] uiggu

(QAF, Brian/Justin) Wherein you see JUST how ...um... singularly intense? Brian Kinney can get about hisself. XD Hilarious if only to watch the train-wreck...
International Brian Kinney Day by durendal

(HP, various) She leans forward and stares at him. “I would never wish misery upon you.” / He frowns at her. “It disturbs me when you are sincerely earnest.”
Theory and Practice by [livejournal.com profile] lalejandra

Amusing
- Mawwaige by [livejournal.com profile] zoethe; ie. rules of thumb regarding marriage...

Thought Provoking
- So, today I want to talk about symbols. by [livejournal.com profile] matociquala; On the deciphering "the reader's 50%".
- A Question of Faith by [livejournal.com profile] runefallstar; beautifully said, and heartwrenching
- A personal history of anime and manga (the culture shock side) by [livejournal.com profile] oyceter; ::wibbles:: makes me nostalgic and gooey, 'cause I found slash by way of yaoi, and it's all like, "Let There Be Fandom" and initially there was darkness but bit by bit I looked and looked and then, Lo, it WAS. =D
- The good, the bad, and the overly educated by [livejournal.com profile] cereta; on media over which it's hard to squee over in mixed company.
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Thursday, July 21st, 2005 04:29 pm
sloooooowly answering comments and working through link folders again...

Fic Recs

(Saiyuki, 58) Very nice warm fuzzies. =)
Hushed by [livejournal.com profile] sherrymarie

(Saiyuki, 58 and 53, and 38?) Very poetic and lyrical and like watching skin rot underneath scabs.
And Sugar, We’re Going Down Swinging by [livejournal.com profile] hydr0phobia

(RPS, Viggo M./Brad P.) In which you hilariously see through Brad's eyes huge bits of Viggo's ::cough:: eccentricities.
In Which Viggo Imparts Ancient Wisdom and Brad Eats Big Macs by [livejournal.com profile] lalejandra

(Firefly) ::cough:: um. yeah. ::gigglefit::
Jayne Woke Up FAIRY by [livejournal.com profile] maryavatar

(SV, Clark/Lex) See, it's not every fandom that you can have a kid genetically of two dads and have it be canon...also, rageprufrock is an awesome writer and is writing lotsa sequels for this. Majorly good stuff, go see!
Conflicts of Interest by [livejournal.com profile] rageprufrock

(WK, Youji and...well.) Wherein Youji gets a stern talking to, by, erm, himself. Sorta. Little-Youji, let's say. ::gigglefit::

Ah, morning. The sun is shining, the birds are chirping, and all your blood is rushing to... ME!
Me and Him by [livejournal.com profile] cosmorific


Other Recs
- Fast and The Furious Fic Recs by [livejournal.com profile] movies_michelle
- Book Recs by [livejournal.com profile] viridian5
- Modern Fantasy List by [livejournal.com profile] rachelmanija
- [livejournal.com profile] elke_tanzer shares links. Actually she links to lotsa awesome stuff, good person to friend, if for nothing but her awesome, sorted, memories...

Thought Provoking
One more response to the Robin Hobb debate by [livejournal.com profile] crumblingwalls; from the pro-writer's negative response to fanfiction

metaphors for writing, again by [livejournal.com profile] truepenny; to which I extrapolate, vidding = blind-folded run-away-train-ride.

What makes Harry Potter the Perfect Storm of Fandom? by [livejournal.com profile] fabularasa; neat thoughts with reference to bards and storytelling.

Of 9/11 imagery and other such users of tragedy in art by [livejournal.com profile] cofax7; when does human devastation become pornographic?


Note Worthy
Face Analyzer - SO FREAKING COOL. It basically tagged mine and my roommates' racial profiles and pretty darn near the personality profiles too; it's interesting to notice that all the stars and most celebrities have very, very 'average' faces. Which makes a sort of sense, come to think of it. [edit] BEFORE YOU USE, you should notice this excerpt from their TOS, which mentions providing the information they might gather to 'third-parties'.

Fleshlight. o.0 huh, interesting adult toy. (NOT WORKSAFE.) (::blinks:: also, 'Mr. Limpy'? o.0;;; oh my flist...)
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Thursday, July 21st, 2005 01:15 am
am sloooooowly working my way (finally) through my link folders again...

Fic Recs

(Mr. and Mrs. Smith/Angel, JaneSmith/Lilah) ::points at fandoms:: Are you not curious? =D,
Like a Rhinestone Cowgirl by [livejournal.com profile] jennyo

(Saiyuki, Goku/Nataku) Many many years, and waiting,
Untitled by [livejournal.com profile] cephy

(Saiyuki, 39) Connected series of ficlets.
Seven Deadly Sins by [livejournal.com profile] cicer

(Saiyuki, 58) If you have not read this yet, you are Missing Out.
Questions by [livejournal.com profile] emungere

(HP) Oh, oh ow. A smidge jossed now, but even if you're not in the fandom but read the books take a look at this. Shivery.
Tower Of Air by [livejournal.com profile] cluegirl


Fannish

[livejournal.com profile] iron_smut: Are you prepared to enter Smut Stadium?? =D

(PotC art) Anamaria/Elizabeth fanmanip by The Theban Band

(HP) On Fandom shout-outs in HBP by [livejournal.com profile] imation23

(Naruto) Fic recs by [livejournal.com profile] rashaka

(Saiyuki) [livejournal.com profile] 1000_miles_west: for all your short-fic needs!

Thought Provoking
- On the 'unfathomable' man by [livejournal.com profile] artaxastra; interesting read!
- Conscious Incompetence by [livejournal.com profile] matociquala; on growing as an artist and learning curves
- Those crazy fans by [livejournal.com profile] sistermagpie; on fandom and characters and identification

Amusing
- A warning to my Yankee Friends. (TOO FUNNY, MUST READ)
- On eating Pikachu...
- On playing with lightsabers...
- On wieners by [livejournal.com profile] phonemonkey:
"What I love about wiener dogs is their air of sad dignity. Like an early Christian martyr with very short legs."
- On Batman by [livejournal.com profile] neadods:
"'I have issues. Lots of issues.'

Bruce, dear, you have several subscriptions in bound back volumes, lovingly polished once a week is what you've got."

Note-Worthy
- Toblerone Dark Chocolate Honey-almond Fondue; w00t!
- Texas Music Educators Association Will Not Let Male Student Audition as a Soprano - a bit old but still.
- How come we can't decipher the Indus script? - neaaaaat.

Useful
- About Identity Theft; keep yourself safe, eh?
- A Completely Subjective Comparison of Male and Female Fuckery by [livejournal.com profile] petulantgod; oh come on, even if you're not a writer aren't you just the eensiest bit curious? =D
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Friday, July 15th, 2005 08:23 pm
So after submission of vids and insane Tuesday 9:30am to 9:30pm classes (granted with a 2.5 hr break) and essay due on Wed, rewarded self for finishing auction vid by (guess what?) starting a new vid.

Mind o' mine, why is you so one-track'ed?

Meanwhile, [livejournal.com profile] adrienne2? Bless you for introducing butter with dill to me, fried up some onions today, and CANNOT STOP EATING THEM OMG. Granted, I'm still at a bit of a loss over how best to use it in other dishes but OMG.

I gotta dig up my recipes catagory once memories are available again; I remember saving lots but never getting a chance to try them...especially hot buttered rum. mmmm.

See, it's all part of my plan to teach myself how to cook outside of my box (Vegan Chocolate Cake!); much aided by the fact that my favorite produce place sells these huge 99cent bags of produce. (me = student = cheap. is why I'm nearly vegetarian at home.) Not only are they hella cheap veggies, but no fear whatsoever of making a mistake and wasting food.

Speaking of which, despite how problematic Disney movies are sometimes, I'm really glad they went ahead and messed with the old fairytales. 'Cause yes, they are sappy happy, unrealistic, and often problematic endings, but you know what?

The girl lives. Not only that, but she won.

I mean, you have Bluebeard where the woman gets killed (or nearly killed, depending on your version of the story) 'cause of her curiousity. The Little Mermaid not only loses her voice, but is killed for being so ambitious as to follow her dream. Sleeping Beauty gets pricked by the spindle for a combination of curiousity and her parent's sins, and wakes up to the suckling of the child that she was knocked up with 'cause she was raped in her sleep.

I mean, not that it isn't good to have the darker and more morbid versions at hand; but just...I'm really glad that I heard the Disney versions first. 'Cause even if it does usually end with the dubious priviledge of being married to a vague Prince Charming, at least she won, yanno?

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Meanwhile, need very very desperately to start cleaning out my link folders:

Fic
- Save Me by [livejournal.com profile] daegaer (WK, omi/nagi) Drabbles of crossover DOOM! Also, Omi is looking for a wife...
- Nice Boys by [livejournal.com profile] harukami (Saiyuki, 58) Town gossip ;D
- Transpose by [livejournal.com profile] aliaswestgate (Saiyuki, implied pairings) mellow and lyrical and bittersweet.

Fannish
- (Saiyuki) Homo Sausage, it DOES exist! ::boggles::
- (HP) On the HP citystate by [livejournal.com profile] aubrem
- (SV) [livejournal.com profile] meret points out Lex's Teddy Bear
- (general) Communication Styles in Fanfic by [livejournal.com profile] pinkdormouse - is neat (for writers)

Funny
- [livejournal.com profile] iharthdarth - never fails to be amusing =D
- funny links via [livejournal.com profile] yxonomei
- Upton Tea via [livejournal.com profile] emungere - which allows you to personalize your tea's. So, question of the day: what tea would Darth Vader get? o.o

Note-Worthy
- Discover the hidden meaning in your name, good for a lark, though I find kabalarians more interesting/complex, probably 'cause it gives the potential negatives of your name as well.
- [livejournal.com profile] trensaddiction's thinky thoughts on Deathnote, Crime, Punishment, and Utopias
- [livejournal.com profile] yasmin links to many things.
- [livejournal.com profile] fadingembers' Very Comprehensive Vibrator Essay (of DOOM)
- via [livejournal.com profile] idlerat):
Courtesy "TrueMajority":

"The so-called No Child Left Behind Act has a little-known provision that mandates schools to provide our children’s personal information to the Pentagon so they can be recruited into the armed forces. The law also allows parents and guardians to stop their kids’ schools from providing this information to the Pentagon, but few know what is going on or how to stop it. Our friends at Working Assets have built an online tool to make it easy. Just click here to keep the military’s hands off your kids: http://www.leavemychildalone.org."
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Saturday, July 2nd, 2005 04:12 pm
She got the feeling he was trying to cheer her up, and that made her laugh, helplessly, even past the knot that had grown fixed in her throat.

"Then I'm afraid you're in the wrong place, though I'm very glad to meet you, ah...?"

"Gojyo," he said. "Sha Gojyo."

"I'm Kanan. Were you...did you come after someone you knew?" she asked hesitantly, thinking that even someone who looked like trouble might have someone he cared for, a lover worth rescuing.

"You mean why am I here?" Gojyo asked, one corner of his mouth tipping up in a sardonic half-smile. "Same reason you are, I guess. His Horniness decided to broaden his horizons, and I'm the handsome bastard they picked to help him out."

Why are you not reading this already??

~ [livejournal.com profile] ciceqi in Trouble on a Rainy Day
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Saturday, June 18th, 2005 01:21 am
"You irksome, adolescent, egomaniacal bastard. You have irritated and enraged me for the better part of thirty years, and I won't stand for another minute of it. In the interest of persuading you once and for all to shut up and leave me the hell alone, I will tell you, just this once: I love you, you little prick. I love the way you pull on your pants in the morning, I love the way you drink your tea, I love the way your hair falls in your face when you read, I love the lines around your eyes when you laugh. I've loved you so long I hardly know when I began, and I love you so well I shall never be able to stop. Your feeble little mind can hardly wrap itself around the degree to which I love you, and you needn't preen yourself overmuch for your bravery today, because if you hadn't said it, I surely would not have been able to contain myself much longer. I love you, and only you, and shall never love another my life long, and when you are tired of me and toss me out on my ear, underneath my hatred will still be love, and more love, and yet more. And if, by some undeserved mercy of God, I am fortunate enough to die before you, my last words to you will be: I love you, Sirius Black."
~ From a story by [livejournal.com profile] fabularasa (yes, I realize I gave you the link to her website, not the fic itself. Read through all the stories till you get to it. You can thank me later. ::grins::)

Why, I ask, am I so amused and touched (not necessarily in that order) by pairings in which one parter is a profound irritant to the other? Clark/Lex is never so delightful to me as when they are in their Superman/Luthor mode, when Ryouga is constantly flailing at Ranma, Zelgadis enraged to no end by Xelloss, Sanzo pissed beyond belief at Goku, when Gojyo wants to throttle Hakkai, and when Snape is at his snarliest with either Black or Hagrid.

I mean seriously. Is it just a sadistic urge? Is it an entertaining plot device that's neat to watch? Do I like it so much, because it feels so realistic, and wtf does that say of my views on life? ::gigglesnort::

Ah well, so works the random fannish mind. Off to sleep. fannish party tomorrow, yay!
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Friday, June 17th, 2005 01:50 pm
So forever and a day I've been searching for like the perfect reincarnation fic with a Saiyuki/Wild Adaptor crossover thing going.

AND IT EXISTS. EXISTS IT DOES!

Calling Sister Midnight by [livejournal.com profile] ninhursag

"Hey, you, hasn't your mother taught you it's rude to stare at strangers?" Goku says even though it seems pointless. He can picture an imaginary Sanzo perched on his shoulder telling him not to waste his time on this kind of idiocy and keep walking. But Goku doesn't like to think about Sanzo at all and he's kind of pissed that this kid had the nerve to remind him.

"No. She never told me anything like that." The kid gives a half shrug and keeps staring. Goku might have really kept walking except for that shrug. Affable and a little helpless and almost pure Hakkai. And then there are those eyes. Brown and mildly curious... but. Not. It takes Goku a moment to realize that this boy is just staring ahead blankly and there's nothing alive in those eyes but a shiny brown reflection of Goku's face. The curiosity is all Goku's own reflected back at him. It bugs the shit out of him but he can't figure out why. It's not like the boy is a demon or anything, he smells like plain, dirty, human boy left out in the rain and mud a little too long.
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Thursday, June 9th, 2005 11:36 pm
Too often when I'm posting something personal it's just to rant, and I wonder sometimes if I give off the impression of being an ickle ball of depressedness when more often than not I kinda just feel average, if not downright grateful.

I remember reading somewhere that having a blog increases incidences of depression because it becomes a cycle of over-dwelling on one's woes. And to a point I can see that, and in hindsight of some periods of my life I can appreciate that, although to be honest the very idea makes me defensive. Because I've drawn strength from people's replies and it *has* helped sometimes, and it led me to meet people that helped me in small ways or large to become the person I am today.

I am grateful for that. I am grateful that I have eyes to see and ears to hear and hands that do and feet that walk. I am VERY grateful to my knees, for being there and for working despite of my sometimes abuse of them. I am grateful for my mind, disjointed and in disarray even as it is, for it sometimes allows me to catch what other's missed. I am grateful that my parents are there and that they love me, psychotic tho they are, for it could have been worse. God, it could have been so. much. worse. but it's not.

I am grateful that the sky, today for the space of 2 hours, was blue like a fuck to the sight, clouds without shadows edged of silverlining. It rained a bit, afterward, but what a sky.

And I am busy today, as I am increasingly busy always it seems, now, but that itself is a blessing too. I have never felt so awake.

I am grateful for Saiyuki. It makes me cry, sometimes, if I think about it too hard, but it's a good sort.

Speaking of which, [livejournal.com profile] psychodragon82's posted Saiyuki Gaiden Scans, but is missing chapters 9 and 10. TRAVESTY! Does anyone have them? I would supply, but I have it not as well. ::puppy eyes flist:: pleeeeese?? Does anyone have them? Even raw? 'Cause I know some of ya'll are translators...

[edit] THANK YOU [livejournal.com profile] baka_gaijin!!! ::GLOMPS:: To pass on the joy:
Gaiden ch.9
Gaiden ch.10
[hosted by [livejournal.com profile] psychodragon82]

[edit2] links fixed.
[edit3] new links.

[edit4] [livejournal.com profile] baka_gaijin's also posted links to 16, 17, and 18 =D
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Wednesday, June 8th, 2005 11:10 am
- Saiyuki (538) - [livejournal.com profile] louiselux's Layers is yummy and decadent!

- Saiyuki - [livejournal.com profile] beatgeek's Small Saiyuki Fic, wherein there is yarn and smiles.

- vidding - This Faux Mastercard Commercial is hilarious!

- [livejournal.com profile] marry_a_ljuser - just what it sounds like...threesomes game, apparently. =D

- [livejournal.com profile] sv_clubfic - "Smallville Club & Hooker fiction, art, and recs"

- [livejournal.com profile] sv_concon - "Smallville Convention Connections: Bringing Fangirls Together". Aims to help people connect at SV conventions to meet, for car pools, for housing.

- speaking of which; [livejournal.com profile] fashes (awesome woman, met her in person) is looking for a play to stay July 18th. Help a fan? (She's fannish in Alias, Carnivale, Desperate Housewives, Grey's Anatomy, Jossverse, House M.D., The L Word, Lost, The O.C., Medium, Numb3rs, Rescue Me, Smallville, Veronica Mars, and Vin Diesel)

- Petshop of Horrors - WOW, that's a REALLY good cosplay of Count D!!

- [livejournal.com profile] bangles On Ambition

- Neil Gaiman writes Sherlock Holmes/HP Lovecraft crossover fic. pointed out by [livejournal.com profile] cesario

- Colors are different based on culture - making it harder for vidders, one study at a time...

- String Theory and the End of the Universer - Or: alternate universes exist! w00t!

- How to Complain Effectively - ie. how to complain about your product and have them *respond*

- Jade Bar - looks neat ::mentally bookmarks::

- Darth Vader Gives Cookies

- "Doctors had to be called to separate the bride and best man after they were caught in the act during a wedding in Croatia." - o.0 is that even *possible*??

- Sometimes I'm just in the mood for original slash fic. This Rec Page is GREAT for weeding throught the chaff.
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Monday, June 6th, 2005 11:09 am
- Saiyuki: [livejournal.com profile] psychodragon82 links to Saiyuki doujinshi that look good!

How good, you may ask? Look (click for bigger):


And apart from a couple panels, they look very Minekura-accurate. I detect some panels that possibly are traced from her manga itself, which amuses the hell out of me, because lookit! It's like AU vidding!

- Saiyuki (58): [livejournal.com profile] ciceqi's Fulfilled (Better Than Satisfied) - a languid contemplation

- Saiyuki (39): [livejournal.com profile] cicer's Seven Deadly Sins, lovely and true to character

- Harry Potter(Ron/Pansy): [livejournal.com profile] helga_b some awesome fics

- Hans Christian Andersen: Fairy Tales and Stories (English Translation) - in all it's original creepy goodness!

- [livejournal.com profile] keelywolfe links to awesome Batman scans! - I would recommend you gawking at the last scan and then looking at the others. If the last one doesn't catch your attention...

- [livejournal.com profile] aubrem: Wherein Fandoms = Nations. FYI [livejournal.com profile] cathexys and [livejournal.com profile] elke_tanzer? I consider you the Fandom BBC. ::bows::

- speaking of which: [livejournal.com profile] metabib - "archives a fanfic meta links list and a fanfic and fandom academic bibliography."

- [livejournal.com profile] peasant_ : Don't eat your young - Or Newbies and Critique. To which I can only say: HELL YEAH. 'Cause see, there's helpfulness and there's non-helpfulness; Roses and Thorns, yanno? And if you can't give a rose, don't give a thorn, ESPECIALLY for a newbie. It's like expecting a baby compose a sonata; ya ain't gonna get it, and one shouldn't critique it like it was meant to be a masterpiece. But if a composer creates crap...well, one figures they should have enough experience by then to handle it, or even actively look for helpful criticism.

- Online Dating Meets Cybersex - "a proprietary chat client and tele-dildonics". ::is so so amused::

- Post Secret: "an ongoing community art project where people mail-in their secrets anonymously on one side of a homemade postcard." (Someone should do a multi-fandom ficathon based off these...)

- [livejournal.com profile] kim_cc posts a neat personal mythology
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Monday, May 23rd, 2005 12:25 pm
Religion and Politics. Sort Of. by karose

Saiyuki, wherein Nii gets religion. (or is it vice versa? ;D) ::gigglesnort::
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Saturday, May 14th, 2005 11:11 pm
Originally meant for [livejournal.com profile] 100_roadtrips, and then I realized that I should just call a spade a spade (or in this case, a ficlet a ficlet), and quit abusing mod rights. So ya'll get to see my random bit o' unbeta'ed smut.

Title: Heat (or The One Where Hakkai Was Sorta Evil, In A Really Good Way)
Word Count: 300
Fandom: Saiyuki
Pairing: 58
A'N: I took a break from studying, so sue me. Also, non-worksafe.
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Friday, May 13th, 2005 10:43 am
[livejournal.com profile] jackiekjono!!! Breakthrough about our vid: main problem is going to be sustaining a 'meaning' or 'storyline' through what is essentially and at heart a movement vid instead of a narrative vid. ...well. Then the side of the brain pipes up and wonders why I can't simply make a movement vid.

But then I realize that I'm too insane to just stop at keeping it a movement vid.

Will be attempting to outline storyline more; 'cause I'm starting to realize that the swooshyness of the song can basically sustain any-fucking-thing you or I can come up with. On THAT note: AWESOME SONG CHOICE.

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Fannish Links

- Been There, Done That by Martha Wilson : (Hercules: tLJ / Stargate, implied H/I) ::helpless giggles:: On Iolaus, dying, and the odd crap that happens 24/7.

- Divine Inspiration by amejisuto : (Xena: tWP and Hercules: tLJ, Ares/Joxer) HEE! My gateway pairing into Slash...::revels in comfort food:: this looks promising and was a lovely bit of work.

- [livejournal.com profile] sisabet on Vidding Fandom : 'cause that's so true, at least for me.

- untrue_accounts double-drabbles Ten/Ken : (Saiyuki Gaiden, Tenpou/Kenren) ::happysigh::

- Saiyuki fanart : dude, keep an eye on this artist!

- Wherein Jack Sparrow fondles Legolas' ear : hee! ::happy giggles::

Happy Links

- Passion, a entry in Underground Film : ::DIES, AND DIES SO MUCH::

- "Feeling Trapped" : An article on a possible genetic cause of transexualism

- META LIKE WHOA : More meta than you can shake a stick at...

- [livejournal.com profile] alchemylab : for the Black Potions Alchemy Lab swaps and sales from person to person. The prices are similar to those of BPAL itself (ie. $3 per imp), but the shipping is usually less and it seems faster 'cause the Lab's all swamped.

- smuv_invictus on fannish writing : on fan writing v. 'real' writing and practicing

Thinky Links

- learn to fight : interesting note about stonewalling, applicable to fannish debates methinks

- Wherein a Church excommunicates its Democratic members : here, just in case it wasn't seen the first time

- the social construction of gender : psychology and visual analysis of a gaze. (ie. why *is* it that you usually see a woman orgasm, and not the man? ::wry grin::)

- a possible way to index flamewars: ie. Crystal v. F_w (2004) ::gigglesnort::